Well It’s been one of those week’s were my head and my Bipolar took over, I’ve been on what can only be described as a massive hyper mood. Hardly any sleep, excessive spending and pretty much all over the place but finally I think I’m calming down not through my medication which to be honest I think Is shit but through massive overload. I believe my mind can only take so much then it just crashes a bit like a PC if you Overload It with program’s It will just decide to say “No Thanks not today”. I reckon that’s were I’m at now.
Just as well really because I had my regular appointment for my blood’s to be taken ( Due to the Lithium ) today and I don’t really like the place at the best of time’s. They do It at my local Mental Health unit and It’s full of Shrink’s an Doctor’s so obviously when your manic you get overly paranoid which doesn’t help In a place like that.. While having my blood sucked out of me we spoke about my recent mood’s and feeling’s and guess what? I’m booked in to see Shrink tomorrow, he’s a specialist registrar and he’s not my normal Shrink so I’m not to sure what’s all that about. Maybe It’s a second opinion or a re-assessment but one thing they said Is that they’ll more than likely change my medication. I’m thinking yeh whatever I’ll happily be a guinea pig If there’s a chance of them Improving my health In any way shape or form..
I’ll let you know how I get tomorrow but for now I’m out of here as I don’t want to start myself off again.. Hope your all having a nice day whatever your doing..