Others imply that they know what it is like to be depressed because they have gone through a divorce, lost a job, or broken up with someone. But these experiences carry with them feelings. Depression, instead, is flat, hollow, and unendurable. It is also tiresome. People cannot abide being around you when you are depressed. They might think that they ought to, and they might even try, but you know and they know that you are tedious beyond belief: you are irritable and paranoid and humorless and lifeless and critical and demanding and no reassurance is ever enough. You’re frightened, and you’re frightening, and you’re “not at all like yourself but will be soon,” but you know you won’t.
Archive for March, 2014
Well yes it has been a long time since I last posted on here and there’s a simple explanation for it, I’ve been pretty stable up until now.
All of a sudden I’m surrounded by despair, worry and very dark thoughts which I honestly thought had stopped 😦 Clearly not and I’ve just been knifing myself to think otherwise haven’t i??
Honestly I don’t where to turn or who to turn to anymore it’s all just 1 giant mess in that thing known as my mind.
I’m in such a state I can’t even carry with this post as the more I’m thinking about it the worse it’s getting, so on that note I’m outta here thanks for stopping by 😉